I just get these feelings…
and I want to orgasm to release the feelings,
but every time I do, it’s not enough.
So I keep playing and playing
until I’m too sensitive
and I can’t orgasm anymore.
But I still crave a high;
an emotional climax.
Then I realize it’s not the sex I crave,
but the creativity of sex.
So if I can’t be with you right now,
I’ll write a novel,
I’ll paint a portrait,
I’ll sing a song,
I’ll dance without choreography,
just so I can have that emotional climax
with myself.

Elaine Bento  Jan 17, 2018


NaNo day 30

5,017 words. So my total written this month is 39,184 words (almost 40,000–so close!). I’m going to miss NaNoWriMo. Now I have to actually do other things. Like chores. -_-

NaNoWriMo 2017 Winner!!!

I just validated my total official word count on NaNoWriMo and I have been proclaimed a winner!!! Even though I’ve only written 38,052 words this month, I added my previous word count for a grant total of 84,386 words in my novel! I’m not finished writing yet. In fact I’ll be writing more into the night to finish the scene I’m working on, but I just wanted to have a taste of what winning NaNoWriMo feels like for once. My novelling powers are on fire!!! 😀

NaNo Day 26

68 words. I was going to write a new chapter today after I reached my goal, but was having trouble thinking of how everything would play out. I realized it was because I was missing some information, so I focused the rest of the evening on doing more research. Did you know that cats have another scent sensor besides their nose? It’s called a Jacobson’s organ.